More and
more lately I’ve felt like I’ve been fighting for my dream alone. More and more it seems like nobody believes
in me, that I can succeed. I’ll read
things about people who talk about how there were always those people who told
them, “I believe in you.” All I get is
the “you can accomplish anything you want to but you should have a backup plan if it doesn’t work out.” Except it always sounds like they’re saying “when it doesn’t work out.” And with my complete lack of any kind of self-confidence,
every day is an exhausting battle of yes,
I can do it and forget it, I’ll never
be anything. I sometimes wonder what
I could do if even one person did tell me “I believe in you.” I get that an acting career isn’t easy to get
into, especially for someone like me, and I get that people are being practical
when they tell me to have a backup plan.
I just need that one person who’ll pretty much say, “Screw them. You can do it, I know you can. I believe in you.”